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Thursday

unlikely source

::sometimes i get my motivation to strive harder from unlikely sources. there are several people in this world that i appreciate and that inspire me. there are a few that probably don't even know. maybe i should tell them now.
-there's this brilliant girl that i met two years ago. her name is terri. she has been through alot and many people don't know this about her. she's fought battles that seem impossible. her strength makes me stronger.
-my bestfriend tenisha. she just listens. sometimes she doesn't say a word and doesn't come up with a solution for my problem but her listening ear is enough. she is a new mommie and i know she'll be the best.she's so much better than me lol.she motivates me bc i don't want to make her look bad. she's inspires me to never give up. when i'm ready to settle, she tells me she'll stop being my friend.
-ledisi, jill scott, melanie fiona,india arie, marymary...ok i don't actually know them but their music gets me through any day lol
-anyone HAPPILY married. key word is happily. makes me believe in fairy tales
-my god child ja'lynn.she's 7. she's been through more in her seven years of life then i've been through in my___yrs.(it won't let me type my age for some reason=) she makes me strive to be better for her.
-my present co-workers motivate me to get a new job everyday....
-the people who have wronged me.(should i mention names ummm nah) motivate me to prove to them that they didn't keep me down.
-all my exboyfriends. each and every one of you have made it clear what i don't want in a relationship...thanks for cheating on me,partying all night, being lazy, forgetting valentine's day....you guys motivate me to find mr.right!
-barak obama....enuff said there.
-the sun... it let's me know today is a new day. the daylight motivates me to take full advantage of each day
-the homeless man on the corner...i don't want that to me or anyone i know. when i make it. we all make it (not sure where i'm making it to yet)
you never know when or if you are an inspiration to someone. keep smiling.keep loving. keep living.

Sunday

the unexpected

The unexpected

When no one was looking I fell in love with you

When no one was looking I think you fell in love with me too

The world kept moving but still we stood

We would have stayed in that moment forever

If we could

Our eyes locked but our lips remained sealed

As we stood hate passed us but love stopped and our hearts were filled

I wish more time could have been spent

But she came and there you went

Yeah you belong to her and this is true

But when no one was looking I fell in love with you

-jay dru

(just something i thought up lol)

in the beginning....

most of the time your thoughts are just that...thoughts.you never say or act upon them. release,love, and exhale. my thought are my treasures. i treasure each moment i have with myself...i treasure my thoughts.